Does it hurt?

My mom visited at the end of May and asked if I was in pain. Generally I’m not in physical pain, just the occasional muscle stiffness or UTI. I do feel an acute loss over the erosion of my relationships. It’s hard to be a mother, partner, or friend when communicating is hard / frustrating / takes soooo much effort /energy.

Things are a bit better now that I have my eye gaze working. The eye gaze is like having a text conversation in real time….a text conversation with grandma….who is 80 and has a flip phone. I’ll take Grammy text speed over nothing any day of the week.

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    CourtneyMarden

    Wow! Two blog posts in one day. I love it! I’m so glad you are getting the hang of the Eye Gaze but I agree it is a challenge to use. The 80 year-old grandma analogy made me laugh! I think communication is definitely hard but I hope to do what I can to stay close to you and Jake. We all love you guys.

    P.S. I love the song. You always find the best ones.

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